Today I emailed my OB (how nice is that?!) and asked her to refer me to my RE so that my insurance will cover at a higher rate. Of course she emailed back and said she would. I will miss her when she leaves in June...
I scheduled a restart conference with my RE for May 25th. They offered to put me on the waiting list for a cancellation. Boy am I in a different place this time - I'm so carefree about it that I chuckled and said, "That's okay. I'm not in any hurry." I didn't realize how absurd that must have sounded until I had hung up. I was probably the first patient who ever called there who didn't want a baby like YESTERDAY!!
I didn't tell Ben I made the appointment. I'm not hiding it, I just want to go easy on the baby pressure. I also don't want to tell him that I may just go there, do the preliminary testing and never do a cycle. He would think that was a crazy waste of money, I'm sure. I look at it as testing the waters to see if my dream is even possible. I think about all the problems they could find, and I realize that I would be lucky if I was able to do another cycle.
Had to fix blogger...I was missing your posts! So glad you have an appointment, and you probably are the only person who isn't in a hurry right now. :) It's really only a month away now, that will go quick. I'm happy for you!
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